Esoteric Astrology: Virgo Balancing
Esoteric Virgo: Your Key To Relationship.
Sacrificing the Critical Faculty.
Your opposite sign Pisces, the color red-violet, is the sign of 'sacrifice', and regenerated personality - a level of consciousness in where the whole 'work' is surrendered to the One Self. The whole 'work' is the sacrificing of the critical faculty or judgment. Esoterically, there really is no 'judgment', just the personality's false response. That response is a mirror of the flaws within your own personality and understanding that is the lesson for the sign Virgo.
Merging with anything, including the divine, is impossible if you feel yourself imperfect - for there is sure to be conflict if you seek to find the flaws. The dichotomy for you Virgo is that all personal motivation is based on the concept that others need to be fixed. But the imperfection is your response, whereby you judge them as imperfect and avoid your own transformation.
So your whole sense of self is devised by the response to the imperfections in others, and it is the fixing of 'others' that is your motivation. So real merging is impossible without personality transformation, and that is the most difficult task for a Virgo. (If a Virgos' identity is based on other's imperfections, then what would motivate you are to keep those false perceptions growing, in order to keep your personality alive and strong.)
So any 'fixing others' is essentially a 'disguise' to remain broken yourself, and since for a Virgo, not fixing usually means suppressing individuality, (which is the motivating force for a Virgo), then non fixing would feel like a dissolution of the sense of self, which to a Virgo would create great inner conflict, and would eventually be expressed physically as...........? (you fill in the blanks).
True merging can not take place without the destruction of the 'fixing' intellect. Intellect requires conflict to exist; and for personality to transform and loosen its grip, it is only through the exhaustion that ensues from being letdown by the imperfections of life, that surrender takes place. And although this results in a loss of strength, it is the beginning of the dissolution of the self, and it is in this weakened state that a momentary surrendering takes place, with its' resulting expansion of consciousness.
True merging is a heart issue - not understood by the intellect. It takes a psychochemical change to make the shift; which is brought about through surrendering the process to the One Self, which acts as a subconscious signal that eventually shifts the sense of self through a chemical process, out of the conflict of judgment, into balance, transformation and a merging with others, all brought about by your creative visualization of the chemical process that take place through Virgo related qualities of, right eating, right attitude about your body and its' functions, and touching others with your own capacity to serve.
Inner Power: Productivity.
Personality Blockage: Negative criticism.
Trans mutational Source: Service to the light.
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